Something that I just don’t understand is that I mean, I do understand that people die in that death is super normal, but at the same time, the emotion that gets taken are released because of a person‘s death or death like I wish we could really understand why we continue to feel that way about that why we have to go through the five stages of grief like I know it’s good that we have death because obviously immortality is wouldn’t be the best thing. I feel like I lost so many people that death scares me in a way for example, this past year I lost two friends one from gun violence, the other from a drunk driver. It was really hard to cope with the loss as I feel like they were taken so soon and they haven’t even had the chance to experience life at its fullest. Yes, some people do and I still feel the same way just like why do they have to go like what comes after? Death is so hard to because some people even go into debt to bury their loved ones which is so crazy to me or witnessing someone die in front of you is even more scarier like watching them lose their life in front of you specifically like most people say it just means they were safe and they felt comfortable with you to pass onto the next life, but no one talks about what that does to you. You wish you could do something but even though you can’t and I feel like that’s what scares me or that I just don’t understand really like how much death could do to someone? I just don’t get it. Yes I’ve been through it, but I just still can’t comprehend. Why why does it play out like that? Why do we continue to feel like this and it’s not like we go through once in our life, it happens so often that it’s like should I just get used to it like is this something I should be used to something that I should just learn to get over soon or quickly. Sometimes I wish we could be immortals or just have those memories that we could watch back on those people who we wanna see hear their voice one last time. Fill their hug one last time.